“I want to be so comfortable with you to be able to dress down to my sweats, laugh awkwardly at my own jokes that aren’t even funny, put on my make up in front of you, let you hear how I talk or grind my teeth while I sleep, let you play with my flabby tummy without cringing, meet you on a bad hair day especially after a horrible haircut, sing horribly, fart in front of you, make the ugliest faces and silliest mistakes and you’d still think I’m wonderful.”

OH GEEZ, I think i’ve completed every single thing above in front of adam tan i’m starting to think that we are behaving like old couple already when we are barely three months old? But it’s a good thing i guess, comfortable is good. 

Anyway lately i’ve been doing things to pissed myself off and I don’t even know why i’m doing that to myself. Itchy fingers. And i’ve soooo so much to say, but well i can’t. Okay not that i can’t but it’s not like i know how to do it anyway. Should stop being bothered, stop thinking and start enjoying the very last bit of my 8 months long holiday. In exactly one weeks time, i will be meeting new people, adapting to new school life and the thought of it actually scares me. I love orientations, but love it in a way like love planning the activities and stuffs? And not actually participating in it. You get the drift? I don’t want to be a freshie omg pre university depression is acting up once again. Thank god thank god i’ve nicole for orientation but course wise, i still have no idea who’s going to the same course as me. Times like these makes me miss WG so much. Uni is like a whole new different thing, unlike the days in NY… Hai. And it just occur to me that i did not achieve no shit for the whole of my 8 months. All the activities i/we planned were not carried out, what happened to our overseas trips etc. And yes, learning the guitar. Procrastination yet again. I want to play the ukelele, it’s so cute and i want my bike license? Wah, this is getting really damn depressing emo kitten x10. 

Abrupt end.

Relationships last long not because they’re destined to last long. Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice—to keep it, fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not because they’re destined to fail. They fail because one of the two, or both, made the choice—to set each other free.

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I feel like i’ve so many things to say, but i keep typing, deleting, typing, deleting and the cycle repeats. I think of so many things that is mindfucking me. Well i brought it upon myself no one to blame. Stupid thoughts go away, i want my peaceful night of sleep.

I just realize i only blog at weird timings like 3 plus or at times when i cannot get to bed and have nothing better to do. But thank god i signed into msn just now and now i’ve having the time of my life chatting with my beloved babies. We are damn international and as quoted from WJ, they should send us to UN. Simply because we’ve been singing or rather listening to chinese, canto, korean, and now thai songs. I’ve to admit i’m rather into thai songs now i love bodyslam’s songs and there’s so many more it is almost impossible to quote. I will learn thai and go to thai and serenade the store keepers so they can sell their items to me at a cheaper price, no? Ok bodyslam’s ok huk on repeat for the hundredth time. This is addiction baybeh.

Now ting’s missing from the convo cuz she’s munching on devil donuts

Weijian Maximillian says:
Next time I see you I bring leaves.
Weijian Maximillian says:
you become bazhang already wanting.
Weijian Maximillian says:
I will wrap you up then tie you with rafia string.

HAHAHAH I LUV MY FLENZ. BUAY TAHAN I MUST GO BACK TO TALK TO THEM NOW KTHXBAIBAI